Being in love is totally punk rock.: 06/01/2005

LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:10:27 AM): I love it. I want to give someone a lap dance, righ tnow.
Holli (6/27/2005 10:10:28 AM): I've probably heard it, I just haven't paid attention to the lyrics
LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:10:30 AM): You game?
Holli (6/27/2005 10:10:36 AM): YEAH
LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:10:38 AM): HOT
Holli (6/27/2005 10:10:54 AM): Serious
Holli (6/27/2005 10:10:56 AM): :">
LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:11:03 AM): oh myg osh:">
Holli (6/27/2005 10:11:28 AM): I'm getting a huge boner right now
LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:11:32 AM): OH MY GOD.
Holli (6/27/2005 10:11:34 AM): baby
LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:11:34 AM): I WAN TTO TOUCH IT NOW.
LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:11:35 AM): PLZ
Holli (6/27/2005 10:11:42 AM): HOKAY
LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:11:50 AM): HO:">
Holli (6/27/2005 10:11:52 AM): I'm sticking out my left leg
LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:11:59 AM): HAHAHH
LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:12:06 AM): That's so gross. HAh.
Holli (6/27/2005 10:12:08 AM): It's a huge penis because my leg got blown off in the war against terrorism
LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:12:24 AM): Wow... that's sexy.
LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:12:28 AM): I WANT IT IN MY ANUS, PLEASE
Holli (6/27/2005 10:12:39 AM): Yeah, it gets the chix/men.
LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:12:44 AM): I bet.
Holli (6/27/2005 10:12:54 AM): ew it's warm.
LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:12:59 AM): your penis?!?!
LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:13:04 AM): or the weather?
Holli (6/27/2005 10:13:10 AM): your anus
Holli (6/27/2005 10:13:15 AM): which is the weather
LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:13:15 AM): *temperatureH
LYSAAAAAAA (6/27/2005 10:13:18 AM): HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA
Holli (6/27/2005 10:13:30 AM): /is the size of the hole in the ozone layer
Holli (6/27/2005 10:13:31 AM): ;;)

sometimes. I wonder if people even notice that I'm upset.. or if they notice that I'm even alive
Yeahh.. when people talk to me.. see me.. whatever they act happy. they act like things are great.
but really. really? if it came down to it. They wouldn't save me. they wouldn't take a second look if I was hurt. They wouldn't make me smile if I needed it.
They wouldn't even hug me if I was upset.
I just wan tot be like.. FUCK you.
FUCK YOU.
Fuck all my "friends" who "care" about me.
Fuck all the stupid fucks online who made me I <3 Lysa pictures.
Fuck Teddy for hurting my feelings.
FUCK YOU ALL.
fuck steven for blowing me off all the fucking time. and fuck you for me staying up all night to talk to you. and you not calling me back. AT ALL.
fuck andrew for beign a fucking pedophile. FOUR YEARS IS A LOT WHEN YOURE SIXTEEN. sick fuck.
fuck myspace
fuck live journal.
fuck aim/yahoo/msn.
fuck me for lovin gmy friends.
fuck me for being unconditional.
fuck me for having a heart.
FUCK ME for wanting to be happy, and make everyone happy.
fuck me for fucking you.
fuck having a soul. it isn't fucking worth it.
fuck the internet.
fuck emotions.
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