sometimes. I wonder if people even notice that I'm upset.. or if they notice that I'm even alive
Yeahh.. when people talk to me.. see me.. whatever they act happy. they act like things are great.
but really. really? if it came down to it. They wouldn't save me. they wouldn't take a second look if I was hurt. They wouldn't make me smile if I needed it.
They wouldn't even hug me if I was upset.
I just wan tot be like.. FUCK you.
FUCK YOU.
Fuck all my "friends" who "care" about me.
Fuck all the stupid fucks online who made me I <3 Lysa pictures.
Fuck Teddy for hurting my feelings.
FUCK YOU ALL.
fuck steven for blowing me off all the fucking time. and fuck you for me staying up all night to talk to you. and you not calling me back. AT ALL.
fuck andrew for beign a fucking pedophile. FOUR YEARS IS A LOT WHEN YOURE SIXTEEN. sick fuck.
fuck myspace
fuck live journal.
fuck aim/yahoo/msn.
fuck me for lovin gmy friends.
fuck me for being unconditional.
fuck me for having a heart.
FUCK ME for wanting to be happy, and make everyone happy.
fuck me for fucking you.
fuck having a soul. it isn't fucking worth it.
fuck the internet.
fuck emotions.
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