baby baby sydney. you're one the best frineds i've ever had. and i care for you so much. in a way that is unexplainable. i dont even understand why i care about you so much. i guess its because you're amazing and you've helped me so much throughout our friend ship that i cant replace you. i dont even want to begin to try. im honestly sorry for all the thigns happeneing to you right now. but i feel out of place too. maybe we can help each other feel better. talk it out. make things better? i hope so.. cause i dont know how much longer i can feel this way. just know i'm always here for you when ever you need me. so is adam. we both love youe very very much. well i better get going i need rest. i was upa ll night thinking of what i was going to say to you. and now that i've written it i don't really have much else to say. just that i love you. and i'm glad to be back. and i'm glad that i get to see you the brief moments that i do get to see you. you are so special to me. you know that. dont let anyone else get you down because you're my friend. you're mine! no sharing. im sorry for all the shit heads at school and your parents and everything else. but i can't hlep. no one can. we all love you though. all meaning me and adam lol. im sure other people love you too. they jsut arne't as opened wiht their emotions as i am. but i need to go im sleepy. i was up till 6:30 i slept til 10 bye bye

ever so sweet...by early noevember. <3



I just found a friend
in one of your lies
to treat me so nice
i can't believe my bones
when they say so many things
they tell me i am fine
believe me i, i try

Oooh oooh oooh...

Ever so sweet...
you make this seem
the way things go
its not my fault
and i'll miss
i'll miss you so good
through all of those nights
we lost our way back home

Ever so sweet
you baked it in cakes for me
were you left behind
it hurts my teeth
bringing the past
with the postcard you sent for me
every night
it brings me right back down

Can't you see the wall you built for me
can't you see the wall you built for me
can't you see the wall you built for me

Cause we're not special
we're not special
we're not special

Well i'm not special
i'm not special

Ever so sweet
you baked it in cakes for me
were you left behind
it hurts my teeth
bringing the past
with the postcard you sent for me
every night
it brings me back down

whoa. blogger changed. how odd... hmm... well i dont really know what to write right now. i'm feeling so many different emotions at the moment. and it makes me angry to think about them all. i'm worried about school and not finishing my work. i'm worrying about living at grammaz because its all such a ridiculous drama filled situation. i dont know..la la la la

ADOLFO! i love you soooo much!!! we're listening to christina aguilera woo woo.