all right... so things are going pretty shitty right now.
I suppose I could make a list of all the fucked up things going on.
Well... I'm horribly in debt. I just bought a new car which may have been the biggest mistake of my life. My phone bill was $2,054.51 talk about talking? bwahhaa, I'm an idiot. I'm waiting for Cingular to call me back and tell me whether or not they are going to help me out and backdate my account... hopefully they can. Because if they dont, I'm going to jump off a bridge.... because... I can't pay that kind of money!

Ugh, busy. I'll get back to this...

I've been neglecting you, you poor thing. I was dumped last night. The day before Valentine's Day. Can we say depression? Yes we can!
atleast I got myself out of bed. this is the first time I've done that when I was depressed in a long time. So.. it's not like I was in love with him or anything, but I do get really attached to people. It was three months, but, I don't know. I'm really passionate. and really caring. and I thought that things were going really well. I was so so so sosooooo wrong. drinking some tea is making me feel a little better, I have to go to work around 11. hopefully I can muster up the strength to go. I feel like going back to bed. Oh depression. You got the best of me. :(

Not that anyone reads this. but.. if, for some reason. someone does read it.. I don't now how to put a comment link on my journal. it really won't let me. I've tried re-formatting the template. Someone help me!
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HELP. I could also really go for a hug.