baby baby sydney. you're one the best frineds i've ever had. and i care for you so much. in a way that is unexplainable. i dont even understand why i care about you so much. i guess its because you're amazing and you've helped me so much throughout our friend ship that i cant replace you. i dont even want to begin to try. im honestly sorry for all the thigns happeneing to you right now. but i feel out of place too. maybe we can help each other feel better. talk it out. make things better? i hope so.. cause i dont know how much longer i can feel this way. just know i'm always here for you when ever you need me. so is adam. we both love youe very very much. well i better get going i need rest. i was upa ll night thinking of what i was going to say to you. and now that i've written it i don't really have much else to say. just that i love you. and i'm glad to be back. and i'm glad that i get to see you the brief moments that i do get to see you. you are so special to me. you know that. dont let anyone else get you down because you're my friend. you're mine! no sharing. im sorry for all the shit heads at school and your parents and everything else. but i can't hlep. no one can. we all love you though. all meaning me and adam lol. im sure other people love you too. they jsut arne't as opened wiht their emotions as i am. but i need to go im sleepy. i was up till 6:30 i slept til 10 bye bye