okay...so i left home!
i'm stoked!?! althought now i'm not really sure what im gonna do. i'm in texas staying at max's but i dont know for how long. what if he gets sick of me. and wants me to leave..then where willi go?
i really just dont know what to do..its gonna be wayyyyyyyy hard not having anywhere to go. but i think that if i get a job and help buy food and shit i'll be okay. so i'm not really worried! but i think that they're gonna take care of me pretty well. no worries. talked to stacy today, she told me mom and dad are depressed and miss me. but its not like they didn't get what they wanted. i mean, i love them, but seriously, who can punish there kids that much, my dad is such a control freak. he bastically pushed me away .. he didn't want me there anyway..lol sigh! im tired!? hm, i think that i should nap, i'm tired from the trip still and i think that if i sleep now and get acclimated to the time difference i'll be okay! 2 hours is a lot! from although it was gradual for me cause of the bus..its still weird. oh well. hm? i'm home alone, in texas..i dont know anyone..and im horribly lonely..and so horny that it hurts..hopefully tomorrow i can get some.
lol doubt it..no one is around.
sigh! i'm tired..imma nap? maybe..who knows