Sometimes you can't have what u want! other times, you get anything! its funny how much you can want something and it doesn't come to you!?!?! i get so sad that sometimes i dont know what to do with mai self. i just sit here and stare at the screen. other times i'm exuberantly happy. things happen that can ruin a life time. then again things happen that can make a life time. NOTHING happens to me. NOTHING will happen. I am NOTHING. i cant change the past i can only make the future better. i can only make what's real my reality. i can only push things if I obtain the power. THINGS HAPPEN FOR REASONS


This shit is good...I dont know what or why I wrote it but it was what I was feeling so I did it!