hm. things have been sort of weird lately, I haven't been able to see Dustin.. I guess that doesn't really matter...but anyway.. I think that I'm just convenient.. and thats why he likes me. I think that I'm just here.. so its easy to like me. I'm pretty confused, and sort of hurt. I suppose he doesn't like me as much as I thought he did. Or maybe I mistook love for, his convenience. I dont understand, why does this happen to me? Its like.. I can't have a relationship, with anyone. It never works. I am starting to think its me. Infact, it is me.
I was wrong, in every thing that I thought, I keep forgetting he doesn't want to date me. I always for get THEY NEVER WANT TO DATE ME. EVER. EVER!
I am not doing so well. I need to lie down. bye