life...so yeah. Boys are fun. I really wish that Dustin was like..my boyfriend. I wish. I dont know if he ever will be. but I dont think I am going to put out anymore outside a relationship. Gosh, this sucks. I like him soooooooooooooooo much. It makes me sick. He's all I think about, and I can't stop. It makes me sad. ugh, food. I'll write more later. I think I love him.