i dont usually do this but I really feel like I need to vent. my parents are right I can't blame them for my misfortune. I just have to deal with my problems... I just really hope that things get better for me. I just... don't want to be broken hearted anymore. I want to smile and be happy and I want it to be real and honest. i'm so tired of crying, and i'm so tired of memories. i just wish they would all go away. i wish i never would have came here.

i wish I had never been hurt.

I did this to myself. yeah, he told me I was his soulmate, but these were just cruel lies.
why me?