I guess it's almost Christmas, I am very poor... I have barely any money to buy gifts... I spent too much money on weed this year.
I really am glad I got all this shit out of my system while I'm young..promiscuous sex, drugs, excessive drinking(although i'm sure i'll drink more, i'll be 21 next month). I dunno... I'm tired of my lifestyle.
I'm taking a break right now, pretty much from my life.


It's exhausting really. I need to sleep more, drink less, and just enjoy good company.