I considered creating an entire new journal but now, I don't really have the shame I did. I'm not embarassed and I have nothing to h ide.

So, I know I do this a lot but I need to recap some things that I forgot.

I've been terribly in love with three people.. who really truly loved me back. and all three? I picked someone else over them because *I* wasn't ready to settle down.. I honestly don't know how I can make that mistake once.. let alone three times. but i'm so tired of it.


I've made a lot of mistakes... I don't know how to fix them.
I'm disappointed, I'm unhappy...
help.