for real..all these people are fucking stupid.
it's like ew, grow up. i can't freakin deal with all this ridiculous crap.
i dont even want to answer the door or pick up the phone because it makes me mad. oh god it makes me mad.
...thanksgiving was good. i'm glad that the family came. aunts uncles, cousins, gramma. the whole she-bang. lol..i enjoyed it. and i've decided that i'm going to be friends with alberto, and that's all..i'm just going to be friends wiht him. it's my choice and he's important to my life. he's a good friend and he fucking appreciates my mentality.
also..i've decided that I shouldn't have to be friends with rachael..unless it happens naturally. her friendship honestly wasn't that good because all she did was say things about me behind my back. and that's the same for liz. they both weren't ever my real true friends. i think i just made them laugh and that was good enough for them.
Here's to you:
Liz: you were always a good friend to me. we have our occasional fight. but inthe end it all ends up fine. just remember liz, you can't get rid of my punk ass that easily....remember the rice???
Rachael: we were never really great friends because you were always too good for me. i felt like because i didn't shop at abercrombie i wasn't *good* enough to be around you. which truly isn't fair. it never really hit me until lately that we NEVER had a real relationship. we never had a friendship. which was fine with me but i just thought it was ridiculous that now, especially since its the peak of when you are going to care the most about what other people think, you would want to be my friend. i mean i'm still trailer trash. i still dont have to kind of money that you have. so..why would you want to be close to me. i just dont understand, i was never good enough for you before and now i'm where you want to be...it's just strange that your mood can change so durastically. scares me. it's just that we can be friends and it should be easy but it isn't and that's why we aren't? i'm not sure.
it's like ew, grow up. i can't freakin deal with all this ridiculous crap.
i dont even want to answer the door or pick up the phone because it makes me mad. oh god it makes me mad.
...thanksgiving was good. i'm glad that the family came. aunts uncles, cousins, gramma. the whole she-bang. lol..i enjoyed it. and i've decided that i'm going to be friends with alberto, and that's all..i'm just going to be friends wiht him. it's my choice and he's important to my life. he's a good friend and he fucking appreciates my mentality.
also..i've decided that I shouldn't have to be friends with rachael..unless it happens naturally. her friendship honestly wasn't that good because all she did was say things about me behind my back. and that's the same for liz. they both weren't ever my real true friends. i think i just made them laugh and that was good enough for them.
Here's to you:
Liz: you were always a good friend to me. we have our occasional fight. but inthe end it all ends up fine. just remember liz, you can't get rid of my punk ass that easily....remember the rice???
Rachael: we were never really great friends because you were always too good for me. i felt like because i didn't shop at abercrombie i wasn't *good* enough to be around you. which truly isn't fair. it never really hit me until lately that we NEVER had a real relationship. we never had a friendship. which was fine with me but i just thought it was ridiculous that now, especially since its the peak of when you are going to care the most about what other people think, you would want to be my friend. i mean i'm still trailer trash. i still dont have to kind of money that you have. so..why would you want to be close to me. i just dont understand, i was never good enough for you before and now i'm where you want to be...it's just strange that your mood can change so durastically. scares me. it's just that we can be friends and it should be easy but it isn't and that's why we aren't? i'm not sure.
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