i hate my friends....
i hate life...
i hate everyone...
i hate hating...


its hard to make myself love people. i'm emotionially drained. and it hurts my heart to know i could be happy and i'm fucking not!?! people are sad and it's incredibly sad to know that they are this stupid. and they TRULY believe that stupid things are so important that all the ridiulouc drama adds up and it explodes. none of it is real. none of it is fact. it's not fair...life??

...........can anyone help me???