it gets so cold when i'm alone. theres no one here to hold me, or catch me when i fall. i've got nothing to grasp on to. i've truly got nothing at all. all my dreams become illusions. all my truths become lies. i can no longer keep on living. i cant lock up what's inside. there's nothing to be here for i think i've had enough. so many nights i lay awake crying wondering what COULD have been. then i think to myself i should be happy. things this small shouldn't affect my emotions. but there are so many i lose control. i have nothing to be here for. no one to love me. no one to hate. this life cant go on with out you. there are times you think something will go on forever. there are times when your love seemed so sweet. sincerity was what i thought we had. then i turn over and wake up and you're gone. you left me cold and lonely. and this is where i'm wrong. i thought i needed you. but alone is where i belong....