only because i'm so passionate in my writing I am never able to remove emotional attachments from my mind...
i have feelings for people who have broken my heart, raped me, hurt me, stabbed me in the back...
it's just my nature to love the unlovable.


help.. i have done it again
i have been here many times before
hurt myself again today
and the worst part is there's no one else to blame
be my friend...
hold me, wrap me up...