I had a lot of things I needed to say to david and pretty much I let it all out last night, and it was good. It felt good to let things out ilke that. Last night was a time for apologies and spilling one's heart. I really dislike being so caring and caring so much for him, because I keep drowning myself in heartache with him. But, maybe this time will be different, I adore h im.

Time to go play with baboo.