I tore down my fort, it reminded me of the times when you were here.

It shattered my heart, you did that.
Once I tore it down, I cried and held my stuffed animals. I held myself and cried into my sheets.
My blankets wrapped around my shivering body, sobbing so loud I'm sure I woke the neighbors.
but do you hear my cries? do you even care?
I call you crying and you just laugh, and try to make things okay. but they aren't, you know they aren't. Even when we do make up, it isn't real and you don't forgive and forget. I can't only try so hard, I can only let you in on my deepest darkest secrets for so long.
What do you expect me to do? Wait for you forever?