So, last night. Party at Jen's.
I got there about 9, and no one was there except for me and Jen, boring. Then about 10 minutes later, Matt Vega comes over, he's all strung out on valium. and I'm like.. "Oh god, I know this night is going to be interesting." So we sit, and Jen gets into the shower, I wait for her to get out, int he mean time Matt Vega calls Casey Ward from my cell phone telling him to bring weed, and I'm like, "Matt Vega, you don't need to get stoned, you don't even need to be here... you're already fucked up!" and he doesn't respond, he just laughs, uncontrollably.
So then, Casey Ward is there, and he comes in and immediately plops down on my lap, the usual. I give him a hug, and he gets up and sits next to me and they start smoking. I must have gotten a small contact high, because myheadache went away after a while, which was GREAT. I'm glad I don't really smoke, because it makes me sick, I lose my breath, and I sleep too much.
So then... Jen gets out of the shower, she looks really pretty... I'm like.."Wow, how do I compete with Jen, she's skinny and pretty" :thinks: too bad she's a drug addict and wouldn't be skinny without it, I'm sure. Anyway, THEN a few more people come over, Dana (from the distill), Crystal, Erin, Liz and Ash. Katrina (distill) and her friend. Who looked like Lindsay Lohan, she was prettier, and not on CRACK.
anyway, Liz and Ash and Erin bring alcohol, so far all that was int he fridge was beer. I'm like.. "Where's my bottle?" Immediately I take a Jack/punch mixed drink and down it, and I take about four shots. So then! Everyone is drinking and laughing and we are playing Jenga. DRUNK JENGA is more funny. We're all in order.
Matt Vega, Jen, Dana, Ash, Liz, Me, Erin, Casey. I think that is all... I'm not sure who else was there at that time. THEN! Charleen comes over and she's silly...and it's fun. Mind you, I've had about eight more mixed drinks by then, and almost 12 shots of vodka, and I know I had three shots of JACK, Matt Vega's bottle. Erin and Dana go to get cards and dice. (We never used the dice.) Then, They come back and we play a few drinking games and they bring Gozzy Storms back.. I haven't talked to him in like.. five years. It's really weird, we used to be close but it's niec to see him. I tell him so. and he sort of smiles and we exchanged slurred words. He's stoned. I can tell... he always was. Ha
Anyway. I keep drinking. I ended up drinking smirnoff drinks, more vodka. MORE VODKA. I had about five beers, because I was too lazy to go get something else. I drank a lot... more than I should have.
I called Steven to ask him about Matt Vega and the valium and he says everything should be okay.. but I had some crazy heart problem and it hurt... andI couldn't breath and it was really scary I didn't tell anyone for a while until I felt like I was going pass out and then I looked at Liz and she alughed , thinking I was joking around nd then I alomst fell downt he stairs and Casey was like. OMg are alright, and I go over to him and he makes me breath and rubs my back and makes sure I'm alright. and my FRIENDS don't give a fu ck... I sit there a minute then I go outside and have a cigarette and it makes me sick that I'm smoking but I needed to get the fuck away from the kids inside they were so annoying.
Then Matt Vega gets upset about Jen not liking him and he's all pouty and going up and down the stairs and drinking more, and I know his heart is broken, and we all know how Jen wants Casey Ward and she needs tog et over it. and matt totally deserves her. and I feelt horirble and me and pizzy snuggle matt and rub his back and tell him it''ll be alright and we realyl don't know. I know she has no idea, and I know Jen doesn't like him, but I odn't understand how she couldn't because he's totally sweet and funny, and cute and blahh. Ps. I like Matt Vega.
Anyway, we play suck and blow for like.. three hours. and it's boring, and more drama... more lame, annoying and stupid kids. More dana trying to get on every girl in the room except me and liz, ebcause we're fat... it's sad. Anyway.
This is where the night gets lame.. matt tries to go out the door and leave. to go get cigarettes and we're like.. no don't go and we give him some, and he stays and I try to leave and everyone half-assed tries to stop me and I come back inside for a few, and I leave again. no one stops me. I drive home.. I drove home drunk. I know... I'm totally stupid. I know! Don't bother saying so I feel like a total idiot, but I made it atleast. and I guess I wasn't that drunk I remember all of this the next night. so good job lysa!
So I get home, and I get online, and Troy added me on yahoo.... I'm really happy. I emaiuled my phone numb er on myspace and I h ope he calls me. I hope.. Ig uess that's all I can do.
Anyway, I tell Andrew goodnight and I go to bed. Steven lies and says he's going to bed, but he doesn't. He gets online and stays on until 5am. He's fucking stupid. Avoids me all day, doesn't even think to tell me he's going out at 8am. He pisses me off. He calls me at about 7:10 and we takl for about 45 minutes and I'm like.. hum. and hel et's me go because someone came over. and I know it, and I'm like.. "okay why?" and he's like.. just let me call you back. an dI do, only because I can't stand fighting about it. It's stupid and pointless. I wish david forgot about stupid things like this, all he does is remember things that are stupid and aren't even important. anyway. I want ot watch a few movies and just hang out for a few. I'm going to stay up pretty late wiating for Troy toc all me, and if he doesn't... I'll just wait somemore.
Anyway. Good times.
I told an entire story and I took up about 20 minutes. I think I should probably go grocery shopping and stuff....but I don't know. I don't know how I feel about any of that. I want to save about 30 dollars and get that sweater from old SCHNAVY. anyway. I'm finished
I got there about 9, and no one was there except for me and Jen, boring. Then about 10 minutes later, Matt Vega comes over, he's all strung out on valium. and I'm like.. "Oh god, I know this night is going to be interesting." So we sit, and Jen gets into the shower, I wait for her to get out, int he mean time Matt Vega calls Casey Ward from my cell phone telling him to bring weed, and I'm like, "Matt Vega, you don't need to get stoned, you don't even need to be here... you're already fucked up!" and he doesn't respond, he just laughs, uncontrollably.
So then, Casey Ward is there, and he comes in and immediately plops down on my lap, the usual. I give him a hug, and he gets up and sits next to me and they start smoking. I must have gotten a small contact high, because myheadache went away after a while, which was GREAT. I'm glad I don't really smoke, because it makes me sick, I lose my breath, and I sleep too much.
So then... Jen gets out of the shower, she looks really pretty... I'm like.."Wow, how do I compete with Jen, she's skinny and pretty" :thinks: too bad she's a drug addict and wouldn't be skinny without it, I'm sure. Anyway, THEN a few more people come over, Dana (from the distill), Crystal, Erin, Liz and Ash. Katrina (distill) and her friend. Who looked like Lindsay Lohan, she was prettier, and not on CRACK.
anyway, Liz and Ash and Erin bring alcohol, so far all that was int he fridge was beer. I'm like.. "Where's my bottle?" Immediately I take a Jack/punch mixed drink and down it, and I take about four shots. So then! Everyone is drinking and laughing and we are playing Jenga. DRUNK JENGA is more funny. We're all in order.
Matt Vega, Jen, Dana, Ash, Liz, Me, Erin, Casey. I think that is all... I'm not sure who else was there at that time. THEN! Charleen comes over and she's silly...and it's fun. Mind you, I've had about eight more mixed drinks by then, and almost 12 shots of vodka, and I know I had three shots of JACK, Matt Vega's bottle. Erin and Dana go to get cards and dice. (We never used the dice.) Then, They come back and we play a few drinking games and they bring Gozzy Storms back.. I haven't talked to him in like.. five years. It's really weird, we used to be close but it's niec to see him. I tell him so. and he sort of smiles and we exchanged slurred words. He's stoned. I can tell... he always was. Ha
Anyway. I keep drinking. I ended up drinking smirnoff drinks, more vodka. MORE VODKA. I had about five beers, because I was too lazy to go get something else. I drank a lot... more than I should have.
I called Steven to ask him about Matt Vega and the valium and he says everything should be okay.. but I had some crazy heart problem and it hurt... andI couldn't breath and it was really scary I didn't tell anyone for a while until I felt like I was going pass out and then I looked at Liz and she alughed , thinking I was joking around nd then I alomst fell downt he stairs and Casey was like. OMg are alright, and I go over to him and he makes me breath and rubs my back and makes sure I'm alright. and my FRIENDS don't give a fu ck... I sit there a minute then I go outside and have a cigarette and it makes me sick that I'm smoking but I needed to get the fuck away from the kids inside they were so annoying.
Then Matt Vega gets upset about Jen not liking him and he's all pouty and going up and down the stairs and drinking more, and I know his heart is broken, and we all know how Jen wants Casey Ward and she needs tog et over it. and matt totally deserves her. and I feelt horirble and me and pizzy snuggle matt and rub his back and tell him it''ll be alright and we realyl don't know. I know she has no idea, and I know Jen doesn't like him, but I odn't understand how she couldn't because he's totally sweet and funny, and cute and blahh. Ps. I like Matt Vega.
Anyway, we play suck and blow for like.. three hours. and it's boring, and more drama... more lame, annoying and stupid kids. More dana trying to get on every girl in the room except me and liz, ebcause we're fat... it's sad. Anyway.
This is where the night gets lame.. matt tries to go out the door and leave. to go get cigarettes and we're like.. no don't go and we give him some, and he stays and I try to leave and everyone half-assed tries to stop me and I come back inside for a few, and I leave again. no one stops me. I drive home.. I drove home drunk. I know... I'm totally stupid. I know! Don't bother saying so I feel like a total idiot, but I made it atleast. and I guess I wasn't that drunk I remember all of this the next night. so good job lysa!
So I get home, and I get online, and Troy added me on yahoo.... I'm really happy. I emaiuled my phone numb er on myspace and I h ope he calls me. I hope.. Ig uess that's all I can do.
Anyway, I tell Andrew goodnight and I go to bed. Steven lies and says he's going to bed, but he doesn't. He gets online and stays on until 5am. He's fucking stupid. Avoids me all day, doesn't even think to tell me he's going out at 8am. He pisses me off. He calls me at about 7:10 and we takl for about 45 minutes and I'm like.. hum. and hel et's me go because someone came over. and I know it, and I'm like.. "okay why?" and he's like.. just let me call you back. an dI do, only because I can't stand fighting about it. It's stupid and pointless. I wish david forgot about stupid things like this, all he does is remember things that are stupid and aren't even important. anyway. I want ot watch a few movies and just hang out for a few. I'm going to stay up pretty late wiating for Troy toc all me, and if he doesn't... I'll just wait somemore.
Anyway. Good times.
I told an entire story and I took up about 20 minutes. I think I should probably go grocery shopping and stuff....but I don't know. I don't know how I feel about any of that. I want to save about 30 dollars and get that sweater from old SCHNAVY. anyway. I'm finished
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