sometimes I feel like my head over thinks everything that I do... and I feel like I can't get out a thought that sounds right.
I guess there's so much going on in there that I just word/thought vomit something out.
I feel like this is getting in the way of my "relationship" which is not good. atfirst I thought maybe it was him, maybe he's just stubborn. but I'm starting to see that it isn't him, I'm just not learning.
I need to sort my headout, because I'm going crazy.

he told me I live int he moment ... and I do. I'm really going insane.
please, God, help me find myself, help me get myself back to me... I need your help tonight.