So classes start tomorrow.
I have to prepare myself for getting up early. Attending class.. you know? the usual.
I hope I can do this. I hope I can keep up with myself.

I want to, I need to. I will.


Here's my schedule for the semester:

Monday:

9:45-11 History (Which I need to go in and get a add number still)
11:10-12 Ethnic Studies
12:10-1 Speech (Add number, please)
Work 2-8

Tuesday:

9:45-11 Oceanography
11:10 -12 English
WORK 2-8

Wednesday:

9:45-11 History
11:10-12 Ethnic Studies
12:10-1 Speech
NO WORK

Thursday:

9:45-11 Oceanography
11:10-12 English
NO WORK
LAB 6:30-9:30 Ocen. (Add Number)

Friday:

9:45-11 History
11:10-12 Ethnic Studies
12:10-1 Speech
WORK 2-8

Saturday:

WORK 2-8

Sunday:

WORK 2-8

Lather, rinse, repeat. Weekly.


I've planned out my next four semesters, then I transfer.
Next Sprint, that is, if I get into the speech and history class this semester.
I'm hopeful, though.
In spring, a lot of my class thinned out on the second day. Hopefuly they'll add me if I sit in for the week. HOPEFULLY.

Anyway, This week is when Sydney and Adolfo's friends are coming. So that means I'll be spending quality alone time with myself. Fun times.
I'm sort of lonely already. It sucks.
Adolfo wouldn't buy me a hamburger last night ($1.99), it was so lame. Anyway.

I've really been a cunt lately. I'm just so.. blah. Yay, I found my own heart, I found happiness in myself. What do I do now? Find some new guy who's going to break my heart? Yes, probably. I'm honestly tired of meeting people, going out, dating. I'mt ired of it. I dated someone from school last semester, and it turned out bad. THen I had a crush on someone at school (Adam, in my speech class) and he didnt like me. I knew it, because, I knew the type of girl he liked. perfect girls. I don't know. I'm so disinterested in everything lately. I got school supplies last night. Great, I'll probably need a notebook, but maybe not I can get one later. or perhaps I can get another binder. I prefer binders. We'll see the amount of notes I have in History/Speech/and such.
I got a binder for Oceanography and History. We'll see what I need for English.

I don't know, I really need to take a shower, but I'm totally not in the mood, you know? I'm just not. Bleh.
I've stopped takling to anyone I've met online. I can't do that anymore. I just get hateful and mean.
I don't know, really. I feel like.. I've been so emotional lately. and I mean, it's nice because I haven't really been intouch with my heart for the last while, BUT it's like.. the smallest stupid things upset me so. I can't handle it. I can't!

School tomorrow, I can look forward to that. I'm going to do well. I am. Fuck you.