I'm having a pretty horrible day. I'm really unhappy. and I can't really stand any of my friends.
I am starting to understand what my father said about friends. Maybe he's right, maybe I'll never have someone whoc ares about me other than my family? But what if my family turns on me.
I've been taking care of my sister, and taking care of myself. I have no food, no money. I have no friends, no paretns. No love.
LOVE what a fucking horrible subject I can't even handle this right now. I can't.
I'm there for everyone. everyone. I can't handle